Thursday, November 05, 2009 @10:02 PM
I dont like death. I don't want people to grow old. I love my grandparents so much! I really can't imagine them passing on! i dont want that day ever to come! why can't we all just live with each other forever? i guess that's what it's like in heaven. then i want everyone to go to heaven! i want to go to heaven with everyone! i love everyone.
i mean it's so easy to pass on. trip on a curb, a pebble. fracture this or that. and then u're gone. today mama told me abt her friend, who after morning exercise tripped in her home. so mama got a call from her, she was crying over the phone. i almost cried then. so sent to hospital right after and the doctor said can't do anything can't operate, cause too old. no hope. so she's still alive but her right side of the body is gone. when they went genting, she told mama that this is probably the last time she'd be there. it's really sad. tragic that ppl have to grow old and pass on, to whatever.
yea i'm gonna go lock myself in the toilet and cry. cry cry!
5/11/09
Monday, September 21, 2009 @9:47 PM
simmering down at the moment.
flooded with homework. i just can't do both at the same time.
am i not a regular teen? what talent we have for magnifying our problems until we are overwhelmed by them. inflating them till we cannot bear their weight.
it so is the wrong time for this. what with promos and all.
i just can't do it.
and i'm still pissed about my iop
@7:30 AM
To the person I ABSOLUTELY HATE!
you're a curse in my life.
so fuck you over and over again until you die.
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @11:27 PM
the biggest FML ever!
i felt soo cold when i read it
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @11:30 PM
i bet no one will believe me if i say i haven't started studying yet.
i am not a mugger. but people just hate me because i say i'm not a mugger.
so i have to be a mugger to be smart?
can you PLEASE stop hating me for "lying"..
Thursday, September 10, 2009 @10:29 PM
hmm thanks kas for the perspective
this 17 marks is to humble myself. its true i am a proud little bitch. its just tragic that the humbling had to come at this time. better late than never. yes i need to be humbled and this is the perfect opportunity.
after all, it takes 17 muscles to smile
@9:24 PM
FUCK!
i fucking screwed up my iop. i was trying to contain my emotions but fuck it!
i thot i did well, ppl said mine was good.. what the fuck is wrong with the fucking teacher!?
and my only purpose in life was to get 45 pts then die. now i can't
what's more painful is having ur close friends all bet that u won't get 45 pts. fuck them! its tragic that i die cause i did badly for iop, but its too fucking painful
FUCK!
Friday, September 04, 2009 @2:11 AM
Somehow people are categorized by me.. say on the MRT or bus or sth..
I think it's cause of the reflexes I get once I see them.
From despicable to hottest:
GAG REFLEX
EURGH REFLEX
WHATEVER REFLEX
OOOOO! REFLEX
CUM REFLEX
mix and i mingle, cause everbody's waiting for the single
Monday, August 31, 2009 @10:50 PM
i used to be scared of ghosts and stuff but now i'm not. i wish they'd come take over me. i don't want to live my life. someone else can.
i think i'm the antichrist.
@10:39 PM
fuck is not a big enough word